False Hope.

I had a gig tonight and it was real fun. Place was empty at the beginning but filled up reallllll quick. It was packed. Me and the lads all got on for once, which ruled. Despite all this excellent buzz, i watched the door the whole night, for someone to come in. She never did. I kinda knew she wasnt gonna but still. It wouldve made my week/month. I always build myself up for something that will never fucking be. I do it everytime. Girls like her just arent interested in guys like me. Sorry for being cheesy but its true.

I shouldve left tonight feeling great. Instead im back to my old self. Moping.